Her

I don't miss her,
I miss the person I was when I was with her I dont miss her in particular But I miss our conversations
Though they never met any conclusions
Nothing ever made sense But every nonsense made sense with her Our heartbreaks our crushes our happiness
No matter how minute, we needed to tell each other Cos' nobody understood us better than one another
I miss Her happy laughter Her crazy sense Her protectiveness The food she made And the way she fed me Like a mother
I remember The day she left The day she abandoned The day she said goodbye No I don't miss Her in particular
But I miss our Need to see each other Or me calling her at insane hour of time just because the crush replied hi Because she knew what that meant for me
Sometimes its not the need to share grief that makes you want a companion Sometimes its the need to share happiness,
The good news that makes you wish you had a company
To talk with
You need a friend with whom you could blabber
All the while as she cooks dinner for you and still listen to you And still reply to your nonsense without judging you I miss that friend of mine No I don't miss Her in particular But i miss that friend who just got me like no other